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Late Night Thoughts
10 Disember 2017 | 00 love notes

Assalamualikum and hello!

If you have a superpower, what kind of superpower did you want? Sometimes, I wish that I could hear people's thought, and sometimes I don't. By knowing people's thought, It does make you feel stupid because they may think of you differently not like how you think of them. Vice versa. Well, if I can, for sure I will pass any kind of interview with flying colours. hahaha

I really miss the good old days where everything was happy and fun. Not that I am not happy now, but I just think too much and it really affected me emotionally. But, I am recovering and I try to think positive about everything until something strikes me like a lightning. I will try to not complaining regarding everything that happens to me and also be istiqamah because when some load fall right on my shoulder and if it is hard to carry on, I will start to waver. Haha! 

There are so many plans that I want to carry but life does not let me to. I want to write, draw, travel, and to read as much as I can. Well, I often think about those things if something stressing me out. Well, when semester break, I can do everything that I want, so wait for it nana! Being a full-time student is the best thing ever! I will get semester breaks, leisure times with my friends for the whole semester, and with my family for semester break. But for sure, to be a student, it takes lots of money especially when the living expenses are high nowadays. (baru belajar belum kerja lagi. Gosh! nana!)

I just want to go back home and get my leisure sleep on my comfortable bed...

I have the end-of-semester syndrome that every last week for my semester before study week, I will get super-duper-extreme stress, pressure, problems that makes me want to run away, which is to give up. Engineering is quite hard ya know, where everything can be calculated and have its own theories and procedures and and and. I either call my mom crying and said I want to quit or crying alone in the shower or crying with my bff. Haha! A very bad habit of mine. Well, who does not feel this way, everyone does. Just think that studying also jihad, so study because of ALLAH S.W.T.. InsyaAllah, it will bring you back to the track. Life has its up and down. So, just wait patiently and everything will be okay with His blessings. 

Enough with the babbling, I don't know how I can blog in the midst of my most hectic week in this semester. My schedule for this week is so crazy with some meetings, interview, presentation, program, and submission of my assignments.  I actually want to finish my Mechanic of Materials' final report. okok! I will stop now. 

p/s draw by me.. The picture speaks thousands of words..

See ya!

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My drawings: Building and House
29 Ogos 2017 | 30 love notes

Assalamualaikum and hello!

As promised, I would like to share my drawings with you guys although most of my drawings were in black and white. Well, I am not an art student, and I don't really know about the good colour combination for my drawing. Well, I like it that way because it looks neat for me. Haha! For sure, if I try to touch up my drawings with some colours it will look messy.

FYI, I love seeing designs of building/house especially traditional Malay's house, Islamic architecture, castle and also some other unique architecture design. As a civil engineering student, I love to see how the engineer actually makes the architect's design comes true. It is magnificent and amazing. Moreover, watching Allah's creation, nature is the best thing ever because I will never get bored. But, I can't draw the nature because it is not my specialty. My skill in drawing is not good enough to draw the nature. Enough with the babbling, let me shamefully show to you my drawings.

I drew this when I was in Form 5 (maybe?) I don't know whether the boy in the picture was riding a bicycle or a motorcycle. Peliksss. I remember that I always brought my drawing book to school and draw whenever I have times to spare, and of course during the lesson (sometimes). I miss my old sweet and sour days at school.

For those who wonder, the drawing above is al-Aqsa Mosque, also known as Bayt al-Maqdis. For this drawing, It will belong to my lecturer. Well, he asked me to give this drawing to him. :D

My mom's request. She wants to frame the drawing soon. "Lukis gambar rumah, nanti mama nak letak dalam frame". Haha! As I mentioned in my previous post, I don't take requests. One of the reason is that my commitment is fully in my studies.

Sooner or later, I will post other drawings of mine. Just wait and see, hoping that I will blog and blog-walking regularly despite my busy schedule as a full-time student. Don't forget to give me your Doa that I will face this semester with more confident, diligent, and healthy!

See ya!

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