Responsibility

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Responsibility. People should have some responsibility in them. Without responsibility, you will make people around you and yourself in trouble. Yes, it is true. I agree with it over 100% because I've met some who don't have any sense of responsibility at all. It is really annoying for sure because they lead me into some problems. They want me to be the group leader or to lead them to do everything. Why? Because they don't want to be responsible because it is so troublesome. 

Because of that, I have a lot of things to do because I have to do, to think, to take almost everything by myself. I'm talking about the assignments for sure. Unluckily, I have some annoying group members who don't want to cooperate with me at all for some group assignments. All of their works were 'half-heart-work' which were will lead me to correct their parts. To correct all of their grammar, sentences, and I needed to to their work. It was same like I am the one who did it. But I did not complain at all, because I want to get flying colour results for this semester.

Okay, for english and grammar. Blergh! I also not good in English, but at least I try to improve my English. But, they always said that their English is bad, bla bla bla.. Lame excuse, okay. -,-

To complete the assignments, I could not sleep early in night, and in day I have some classes to  attended. But, the irresponsible person complained. She/he said that I wanted them to gave me the references in 1 am. Okay, I know that maybe I disturbing them. But, she/he don't do anything, and when I asked to gave that, she/he complained. How could she/he said that because she/he just need to do her/his parts and submit it to me. And my friend and I must combine all of the group members' parts, editing and even printing and binding. We don't asked them to give us the money but how could she/he said that. urgh! forget it!

Sometimes, they're selfish! Really selfish! They only want to do the easiest part. But my friend and I said 'it's okay, we will do the hardest parts'. They want to make slides, but when the report was submitted to the lecturer, they don't want to do slides because it was difficult to searching for the main points. Okay, I said 'let me do it'. There're many problems because of that person.

In my opinions, when we do something, we must finished it, we must do it with all our heart so that the results will be satisfying even you don't like it. You. Seriously. Need. To. Do. It. Like. That. Yup! Just do it like that.

But, it's okay. I already forgive them for sure. But, I won't team up with those irresponsible people ever again. huhuhu, I'm sorry. It's for my own good.

Besides, I also have some awesome groups for my assignments. Hehehe~ Alhamdulillah... I love it when all members gave their cooperation towards our assignments. From that, I could feel joy when completing my assignments. I'm really thankful. What I can say that you guys are the best, daebak, awesome. Two thumbs up! Hehehe, Good luck for your final!

p/s I put some pics before but the pics were missing. So, I just deleted all of them in this post, idk why but all the pics were missing.

So, in conclusion, UTHM's Students really love to wefie. Hahaha.. So, Tomorrow will be the last day for study week. Final. Wuhuhuhu~ The first examination will be on this Sunday. Goodluck to all my coursemates, my friends and to everyone. Do your best!

Wasalam 

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It Was Fun

Assalamualaikum,

Heeeeee~ dah lama sangat2 tak update blog. Hehe, So, kali ni ada lah juga topik nak cerita pasal apa kan? hehehe~ Last two weeks was mid semester holiday. Tapi aku duduk kat rumah 4 hari je, lepas tu balik u awal sebab aku join program. Program Jelajah Pantai Timur Bersama MPP UTHM. 

Perjalanan nak ke Terengganu naik bas, gerak 9 malam dari UTHM. Sampai Terengganu tu dalam pukul 5 pagi. Memang la sengal segala urat-urat sebab duduk dalam bas lama2. Lepas tu aku kan tak biasa naik bas, so memang mula2 pening lalat je dalam bas. Orang tanya soalan pun macam ye tak ye je jawab. hehe, sorry ye. Pakcik bas tu pulak bawak bas macam nak racing, makin pening lah kepala aku. Tak tidur sangat pun. Tu yang pagi tu asyik kene tegur kenapa mata sembab la, muka penat la, yang paling sadis 'mata awak lebam, macam kena tumbuk'. tsk! tsk!

Program ni untuk apa? We're just visiting other Universities at Terengganu, UMT and UNISZA. Selebihnya lebih kepada jalan2 je. Sebenarnya nak pergi UMK sekali tapi disebabkan kejar masa, so tak jadi pergi. Actually, this was the first programme that I joined since I am a university student.

Our first day was at UMT. Mula2 datang, jumpa MPP UMT, then ice breaking with them, lepas tu jalan2 keliling UMT, tengok library and so on. Of course lah amik gambar. Kalau boleh setiap penjuru kat UMT tu diorang nak bergambar, sampai aku rasa penat nak amik gambar. Lagi2 diorang asal nak amik gambar suka pilih tempat2 yang panas. Hmmm, memanglah rasa macam terbakarnya. Dengan head to toe pakai warna hitam.

The first meeting between UTHM's student and UMT's MPP. Ni dalam bilik mesyuarat, biasalah, aku dengan kawan2 kan diploma first year, semua macam jakun je first time masuk bilik mesyuarat. Hahaha

Masa ni kitaorang jalan2 kat dalam library UMT. Hehe, ada jumpa ikan. Masa ni dah start rapat dengan kak Nad. Kak Nad peramah sangat, hehe tu yang boleh rapat. Macam2 bercerita pengalaman dia ke, tips2 etc etc.

Diploma students. Ada 10 orang semuanya yang pergi. 2 lelaki dan 8 orang perempuan. Hehehe

Second day, we went to UNISZA which is located near at UMT. We sleep at UMT. UNISZA kan, macam sekolah. hehe, bangunan semuanya macam sekolah. Banyak pokok2, kalau nak pergi kelas boleh jalan kaki je, bas tak ada sebab dekat je.

Aku teringin sangat nak masuk library UNISZA ni. Nampak dari jauh awesome lah. Kiri kanan ada kolam. Hehe, tapi ada yang ada air, ada yang kering. Library tutup sebab weekend. Huhu, so dapat tengok dari luar je, dapatlah bergambar depan library je lah. Huhuhu~ Kawan aku cakap, kat library ni, kalau mengantuk je, boleh campakkan diri kat kolam tu, biar segar balik. hahahaha~

Okay, ni memasing muka dah exhausted dan haus ditambah lagi dengan lapar. hehe...

Resting at UNISZA's cafe.

With Kak Nad

Lepas dah melawat UMT, kitaorang pun jalan2 keliling terengganu. Kak Nad jadi guide kitaorang. Hehehe, memang dia jaga habis kitaorang, budak2 dip first year ni. Haha, Aku jalan2 dan makan je. Tak shopping pun. Penat jalan, makan, lepas makan jalan, pastu makan balik. Duit banyak habis kat makanan je.

Already miss Kak Nad. huhu~

Ni last day, beli keropok lekor, went to Terengganu's museum, then went back to UTHM. Really tiring journey, but it was fun. Really fun. Sampai UTHM malam, pastu esok petangnya ada kelas. Nasib baik petang, tapi masing2 mata macam panda. Hehe, penat tak hilang lagi.

Bila cuti tu, memang cuti habis, baru rasa kelam-kabut balik bila dah start ada assignment bagai.

Hahaha, masuk paper. Tak sangka pun ada. Tak buat apa sangat pun, tapi dapat great experience lah.. hehe

Lepas tu, last week aku join program Science Is Fun at SMK Datin Onn Jaafar at Batu Pahat with special education students. Program ni pulak kira macam kitaorang buat experiment kat special education students ni. Semuanya ada dalam 61 orang then dibahagikan beberapa groups. Every group ada 2 orang leader yang akan guide. So, me was a group leader. Hahaha~ Ada dalam 20 orang yang jadi jawatankuasa untuk program ni. Hehe, Group aku just sorang je senior, yang lain semua sebaya. So, senang lah sikit nak communicate.

Every group akan buat 2 experiment. Group aku dengan aisar buat experiment Tornado in bottles and  experiment Flying Ping Pong balls.

So, both of them were the special education students that we took care. Sorang lagi hyper sangat walaupun dia sebenarnya sebaya je dengan kitaorang. Dia tak ada dalam ni, she was at somewhere else. Memang mencabar la nak ajak dia tengok experiments lain2.

Wefie from group 8.

So, dari kedua2 program aku dapat macam2 benda. Pengalaman mengajar kita. Ceh, hahaha,

wasalam,

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1St semester

Assalamualaikum,

Dah lama kan aku tak menaip kat blog ni. Bukan taknak but I can't, busy mengalahkan perdana menteri. Hari cuti pulak aku menghabiskan masa dengan makan dan tidur, to gain my energy and soul back. hahaha~ Tapi takde lah sehari suntuk. Peang-petang tu ada lah jugak keluar gi mana-mana.

So, I'm already a Civil Engineering student. Quite hard, but not that hard because it is just started. Feeling sooooo nervous and curious about my future. For sure, it is so challenging at here. Really challenging. Super challenging. But I need to face the reality. I need to stop to said everything is hard. I need to think positive as much as i can.

Huhuhu, I have 7 courses and 1 koko. Wargh!! My schedule is so pack!! I joined SISPA aka JPAM ( Jabatan Pertahanan Awam Malaysia).  actually I want to join Perucapan Awam, you just need to talk. Public speaking, debate or else. It is so easy and suit with 1 credit hour. huhuhu~

I will update later okay, bye!

wasalam

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Fidenaz's Members & Kelas Bestari form 1-5

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FIDENAZ's members. Sekumpulan geng yang gila-gila yang terwujudnya group ni secara tak sengaja. Memang wujud secara spontan. Ceritanya macam ni, masa aku form 2 pada tahun 2010, kelas aku kira macam kelas yang top lah dekat sekolah, kelas Bestari. Disamping tu pula batch aku pula dikira batch yang selalu pecah rekod samada baik ataupun buruk. Kira masa form 1 kitaorang baik lagi, ialah, baru naik form 1 tak berani buat jahat lagi. Tulah nak dijadikan cerita bila dah naik form 2 masing-masing dah naik minyak.

Masa aku kat dalam kelas 2 Bestari masa tahun 2010, kelas aku ni dikira banyak betul puak, puak yang tak kisah apa yang berlaku, senang cerita tak berpihak kepada siapa-siapa pihak, macam 'lantak kau lah!', Fidenaz dan Amyto. Sebenarnya kitaorang ni biasa2 je, cuma tiba2 ada berlaku satu pergaduhan kecil antara 2 orang kawan aku, lepas tu ada lah yang berpihak kepada A, dan ada yang berpihak kepada B.

Sejak daripada tu terwujudlah geng Amyto dan Fidenaz. Sangat-sangat childish kan? Yeah I know, well, what do you expect kitaorang masih lagi budak-budak yang baru kenal dunia. Pergaduhan yang kecil sebesar zarah menjadi semakin besar yang menyebabkan Amyto dengan Fidenaz jadi famous kat sekolah. hahahaha. Tapi disamping tu kesian juga dengan guru kelas kitaorang masa tu, Teacher Revathy yang terpaksa melayan karenah kitaorang. We were sorry Teacher.

Disebabkan pergaduhan tu, terwujudlah sebuah buku yang kitaorang namakan sebagai Buku Fidenaz. Buku tu sebenarnya buku nota aku untuk aku tulis homework atau reminder tetapi ditukar buku untuk secret conversation of Fidenaz's members yang memang macam-macam sungguh yang kitaorang tulis. Mengutuk Amyto lagi. Buku tu memang tak ada siapa pun yang boleh baca selain Fidenaz's members sendiri dan buku itu kekal sampai sekarang dan dah habis diguna setiap mukasurat sampai kitaorang SPM. Buku tu hanya kekal sebagai pahit dan manis mengenai Fidenaz dan bukan untuk mengutuk Amyto dan sesetengah budak-budak yang menyakitkan hati kitaorang. Buku tu memang dikira top secret lah, kalau orang lain baca memang lah. hihihi, lagi-lagi cikgu, memang masak kitaorang, untuk masa tu lah.

Fidenaz dan Amyto siap ada fanpage lagi tau kat facebook! Hahaha, bila fikir lagi betapa childish nya kitaorang.

Tapi bila dah hujung tahun, masing-masing dah sedar buat apa nak gaduh lama-lama, lagipun bergaduh sesama saudara islam kan tak digalakkan dalam Islam. Terima kasih kepada guru kelas kitaorang pada masa tu yang bersungguh-sungguh menyelesaikan masalah kitaorang yang bermacam ragam ni tanpa melibatkan pihak atasan walaupun ramai cikgu lain suruh bagitau je pada hem. Secara perlahan-lahan kitaorang mula lah berbaik-baik dan pada hujung tahu kitaorang dah jadi rapat semula macam tak ada apa-apa yang berlaku. Siap amik gambar sama-sama lagi pada hujung tahun.

Sejak daripada tu Amyto terbubar secara tak langsungnya tetapi Fidenaz kekal sebab kitaorang memang rapat, susah senang semua bersama dan bukan ditubuhkan disebabkan pergaduhan yang berpanjangan tu.Kitaorang Belajar bersama dan memang kitaorang rapat sejak form 1 lagi. Idea nak bagi nama geng kitaorang aku ingat lagi idea ni wujud masa kitaorang berbincang di library sekolah. Macam-macam cadangan nama dicadangkan dan akhirnya Fidenaz dipilih yang bermaksud setiap hurufnya ialah nama kitaorang.

   F-Farah

             I-Iena (Puteri)

D-Dut

 E-Ema

           N-Nana (me)

                 A-Ain (Farahain)

             Z-Zaza (Syaza)

Itulah maksudnya disebalik Fidenaz tu. Bila dah masuk form 3, tahun 2011 masing-masing dah rapat gila-gila. Kadang-kadang tu siap buat jahat sama-sama lagi. hahaha~ Lepas tu masing-masing fokus untuk PMR pula. Tapi, aku bukannya sekadar rapat dengan sesetengah geng Amyto dan Fidenaz je, aku rapat juga chinese student dalam kelas dan ada geng lagi satu wujud, geng Kpop! hahaha, geng yang memang rapat gila-gila yang hampir separuh dari ahli kelas. Bukan setakat Fidenaz saja, tapi seorang dari geng Amyto, chinese student, Ika dan Aisar. Tapi kitaorang, kira Permanent Member of Bestari Class from form 1 until form 5 memang sangat-sangat rapat.

Result PMR kitaorang pula dikira pecah rekod sekolah, kitaorang batch yang the best lah katanya kat sekolah.Nombor 6 dalam daerah Muar, dan nombor 2 dalam Johor kategori sekolah Felda.Alhamdulillah... Bila masuk form 4, tahun 2012 pula ada yang pindah ke SBP, MRSM dan sekolah berasrama. Memang sedih lah kan, rasa macam nak nangis je, lagi-lagi kitaorang masih lagi tercengang-cengang dengan subject science.

Bila dah masuk form 5, tahun 2013 pula kitaorang semakin tertekan sebab tahun itu tahun SPM. Jadi memang tension sepanjang tahun sebab pengetua dan cikgu-cikgu memberi harapan yang tinggi terhadap kitaorang. Dengan frust sebab akademik dan kokurikulum lagi. Macam-macam jawatan yang dipegang, pertandingan yang nak dipertandingkan, camp, peperiksaan, dan macam-macam program lagi.Tapi alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar. Disamping buat baju kelas, Fidenaz juga buat baju juga, baju Fidenaz. hihihi, warna pink. Cute gila sebab aku yang design. hahaha! baju kelas pula warna biru.

Aku dan baju Fidenaz. Tak ada pula gambar aku pakai baju kelas. Mana entah, dah hilang. huhuhu~

Result SPM kitaorang juga pun the best juga, kitaorang pecah rekod sekolah lagi, sekolah aku dapat nombor 7 dalam daerah muar, dan nombor 1 dalam Johor kategori Felda macam yang aku cerita kat entri aku yang dulu-dulu. Alhamdulillah, kebanyakan dari kitaorang berjaya.

Sekarang dah tak ada batch 96. Dah habis sekolah dan sekarang tunggu nak sambung belajar. Memang duduk rumah ni buat aku terfikir banyak benda dan risau macam-macam. Aku juga rindu dengan kelas Bestari, Permanent member of class Bestari from form 1- form 5. Rindu dengan cikgu-cikgu. I will remember it as sweet memory forever. Bila baca balik buku Fidenaz pun buat aku tergelak-gelak sorang-sorang.

Fidenaz's member without Syaza right before SPM, masa Majlis Restu Ilmu. Syaza pindah ke SBP.

Kelas Bestari masa form 2, tahun 2010

Kelas Bestari masa form 5, 2013

btw, I love 1,2,3,4 and 5 Bestari! Love it so much! I have been in the same class for 5 years. yeah! I am amazing, pat my own head. I will remember all of you forever, and I will pray for our successful in the future. InsyaAllah. When there is a will, there is a way. Much love! Love Bestarian 1996! Keep in touch until we get old okay!

Wasalam,

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Lucid Dream

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Long time no see right? hihihi. Finally, I passed my driving test for the second time. Yes! I failed at the first time. Really regretting because both of my friends, Fara and asyraf passed the test at the first test. Shame on me...

That is not the main point for today's post. Today I want to tell you interesting facts about the Lucid Dream.  Have you heard about it somewhere before? I heard about it from my friend, and I wanted to share it with you. What is this? This is the type of dream that you can make your own dream when you sleep. Okay, here is the instruction how to Lucid Dreaming.

You can try it on your own. It will be really interesting because I also do this, but the only halfway. My friend also tried it and it was a complete success. but, you will feel a weight on your chest, you can't move and really hear some noises, like my friend's friend she hears someone laughing, it will sound real but just ignore it because you are just hallucinating. you can create your own dream with your own imagination, and you also can control your own dream. isn't it really sounds nice? hihihi. but, it will succeed after you try it after a couple of times.

try it! if you don't, you will never know. ^^

Wasalam,

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Kisah di Sekolah Memandu

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Whoa... Serius aku mati kutu duduk dalam rumah. Asyik dengan komputer je. Lepas tolong mama, duduk dalam bilik. I've spent almost 24 hours a day in my room. Yang lain kat luar bilik, itu pun depan tv. Itu pun kadang2 aku tak ada dalam bilik sebab aku ada pergi mana-mana. Contohnya pergi sekolah memandu. Aku rasa aku best lah sikit kut sebab saing dengan kawan2 aku. Lagi2 kawan2 aku tu banyak cakap. Kitaorang mesti pilih duduk kat kantin, bukan dekat dalam bilik menunggu tu. Sebab, dalam bilik tu senyap je, kalau kitaorang ada mesti bising. hahaha~

Aku dah belajar, dan aku rasa aku dah okay sikit kut dari dulu2. Dah tak ada dah buat drama tengah jalan enjin mati kat tengah simpang. Sekarang aku dah makin bertenang. Parking pun tak ada langgar batang penanda yang cikgu memandu aku asyik kata 'kau langgar makcik ni, kesian.. dah masuk icu', hahaha.

Minggu depan aku dah ada test jpj, kalau lulus tunggu lah tahun depan baru dapat lesen P, lepas tu boleh jalan2. Tapi aku tak berani bawak kereta ayah. Tapi aku takut fail je, lagi2 menakutkan, ada kawan aku yang fail. hwaaaaa~ mintak2 aku okay je nanti, seram pula. Lepastu, aku harap sangat yang jpj test aku tu nanti perempuan. tolonglahhhh~

lepas dah ambil lesen kereta, aku merancang dengan kawan aku nak amik lesen motor pula, lepas tu nak kerja kejap. 2 kali gaji lepas tu berhenti. hahaha, manusia shopaholic yang tak berduit macam kami ni memang asyik fikir pasal duit je. Sadis, dah lah menganggur. Pokok anggur kat belakang rumah tu dah 10 ekar dah tapi income tak ada. okay, aku dah mengarut. bye, nak melukis lepas tu tidur. goodnight.

wasalam,

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Artwork | Semi-Realistic anime

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Today I learn new things from youtube. I draw semi-realistic anime. Hihihi, although it is not perfect but I love it. After this, I will draw a lot and i even wanted to try to draw something interior design and of course it will be challenging. 

Tadaaaaa~ i don't like the hair because I draw it in lazy mood but I love the face. hahahaha, Such a pityful-looking girl. Practice makes perfect. so, keep practicing Nana! fighting! My friend interested in fashion design, so he asked me to teach him how to draw body proportion so, I teach him and he do it well. I hope that he can achieve his ambition.

When I mohon for UPU, I think to put one out of eight choice for arts, so i decided to choose Interior Design. But, someone told me that Interior design is tough course. But at the same time it is good. i Don't know. Confuse. May Allah makes me feel more easier to make right choice for myself. I choose  Diploma TESL at UniSZA, Asasi TESL at UiTM, Diploma Farmasi at UiTM,  Asasi Bahasa Inggeris at UIAM, Diploma Sains Komputer (TEKNOLOGI MAKLUMAT) at UTM, Diploma Reka Bentuk Dalaman at UiTM, Diploma Teknologi Makmal Perubatan at UniSZA, and Diploma Teknologi Makanan at UiTM. Out of eight, only one will I get. My friend said to me. Well, I though I will get more than 1. Just luck and I must pray to Allah. What do you think? is it the right choices?

wasalam,

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